♥ ♥ ♥ Sometimes I wonder if you think about me as much as I think about you
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update time
good god i haven't had an entry in forever. i think it's because i bought my self this kick ass journal that i'm in love with and i can sketch and write at work and all that other good stuff.
christmas eve is tomorrow and it hasn't even snowed here. and this is canada! from all the myths aren't we suposed to be wickedly cold and have 10ft of snow? i haven't had a cm in all this year! *gasp! i wish we'd get a little snow to make it feel more like xmas.
ben and i... over. forever. even if he does phone (which he won't) i've decided that i need someone who is going to love me as much as i love them. and that is never going to be ben. ever. so i don't want to be with him.
besides for that, i'm hellishly broke, i've over spent on xmas, and i don't know what to do about that, my bank account is completely depleted, and down to like 13$. but that is what a visa is for isn't it?
crystal will be up here in less than 8 days. i'm sooooo happy about that. i can't wait to see her and i can't wait to get her out of utah, we're just going to drink and be merry the entire time that she is down here. i'm very excited about it all.
tonight i worked for another store, and i closed it early, i didn't feel like being there anymore. so i cashed out (for some reason i'm short a hell of a lot of money) and locked the doors.
yesterday kim and i donated blood, but mine kept stopping and she was too cold and her blood wasn't going fast. so they yanked mine out when it kept stopping, at 15 minutes, and kim finished at 20 minutes. that sucked. it hurt more than usual. then i went to work and she came with me and bought some clothing. yay kim.
anyway, i think i am going to stop with my sensless rambling and go smoke a joint or have a drink or something. just not write.
7:16 p.m. - 2004-12-23
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