♥ ♥ ♥ Sometimes I wonder if you think about me as much as I think about you -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - after reading my last entry i realize how much everything has changed and how little things have changed. i still know that this is the first time i've ever been in love, all consuming, i'm always thinking about him, i know i'll be with him for a long time maybe forever love. J is everything to me and i can't imagine my life without him in it. i just can't see me waking up in the morning and me not thinking about him just once. even once. he's always in my mind. over the past couple days i have been reflecting on what my life is turning into. i think i am getting to know what the two year itch is. J and i will have been together for 2 years next month, and i am constantly thinking about whether or not this is the right thing for me. my mom, my friends, they all tell me jeff and i were made for eachother and that we are perfect. in my mind though i wonder about the grass on the other side. i do get scared, i do think that i could be passing up other opportunities and maybe not so good ones too. i wish i could be conrete in my decisions and concrete in my thoughts. as a wise man once said "if you can't find your mind, just come back" 11:53 a.m. - 2008-09-22 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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