♥ ♥ ♥ Sometimes I wonder if you think about me as much as I think about you -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i can't do this anymore... what if J does move to poland? what am i going to do? i'm laying in bed right now listening to my heartbeat and i am thinking about him. i know that i can see him tomorrow... smell him, touch him, kiss him. what if that goes away? what if he moves across the universe and leaves me? maybe this is karma. maybe this is a god's way of saying there, you finally got what you deserved. i fell down that rabbit hole i spoke of over a year ago, and now it all might be taken away from me. god- if your there. please help me. please provide me the strength to deal with this situation. please don't take away the love of my life. i need him. he is like the blood the courses the veins in my body. the air that fills my lungs. without him, i'm nothing. 3:15 a.m. - 2008-03-24 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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