♥ ♥ ♥ Sometimes I wonder if you think about me as much as I think about you -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - My heart aches, and my eye lids are raw from rubbing at them. I miss my family more than anything. I walked into my old room today, and there it was. My photo album from christmas I spent with my family. One of the last times I saw them. They threw me a welcome home party and they had one of those homemade signs that you have on a wall somewhere. I sat on my childhood bed and cried. My family is one of those eclectic kinds, where everyone is different and clashes but when we come together as a whole, we're all the same and matched. The choice was mine to stay here, and I regret it every day. Everyday I wake up and there is something that reminds me of home. Sometimes it might be the way the light hits the water, or the way the air smells. It's been 8 years since my grandpa passed away and 5 years for my grandma. I love them so much, they were the most awesome people I knew. I have a photo with my grandpa, and I'm just a tiny little thing... he's laying on his back holding me up in the air and we're just looking at eachother. My Grandma was amazing at painting, I have a painting of a lake, I picked it out when I was little, and I picked it out for the ducks. When I was little she told me I could pick out one painting, and when she passed away I could have it. I picked the one with the damn ducks. She was so talented, and I admired her abilities so much. I took moose (the dog, a chihuahua) for walks to the mailbox a mile away and I would pick all the little tiny flowers and bring them home so she could dry them out and put them in her dollhouses. 5:04 p.m. - 2006-07-31 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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