♥ ♥ ♥ Sometimes I wonder if you think about me as much as I think about you

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markis came and markis went.
he stayed at my house last night, but as i was lying in bed with him naked today i realized that him coming and going and quickly as he was going to was going to hurt me more than anything. so, i backed off. maybe one day i'll regret it, but on the other hand, i feel really good about it. you can imagine how happy markis is, in fact he is most likely to just stay in hostels and maybe a motel a night or two.
i told him if he wasn't coming back, then to just call me and i would at least get him to the airport. i don't know if any public buses go there or anything. he leaves really early in the morning, but hopefully i'll just fall back asleep for and hour or two.
at least without markis at my house i'm more free to do anything. i'm not as restricted as i was with him there, ie- i can go do things with friends, and i can go to white spot. calhoun's whatever.

12:03 p.m. - 2005-02-22

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